So I’m alive…. that’s all i have to say i’m alive. Joel and I got into a car accicent last night…it was one of the scariest things that i’ve been in probably ever but for some reason it wasn’t that scary with Joel being there. He basically lost control for like a split second and spun around going backwards and then slammed into a tree on the side of the road… Both of us were fine just some aches like back and shoulder. joel slammed his head on the windshield…thank God he didn’t go flying through. Seriously al i could say throughout this accident was Thank God for this and Thank God for that…through all of this God is still good. I kept reassuring myself and Joel.
They had to cut the roof off the vehicle and thank God that he has a sense of jumor because while this was happening we had comic relief from Tim…a guy that just stopped off to help…he kept cracking jokes and making it easier to not think about what was happening.
So the car is totaled and well i feel really badly because it was joel’s dad’s car. It’s going to be tough to adjust without the one car and i will definetly be praying about that.
So right now i just have some shoulder pain…Didn’t go to class this morning and i don’t think i’m going into work either i’m still trying to figure it out if i should go or not.
It’s crazy because the firstthought in my mind was, “are you ok?” . It didn’t matter what happened to me…it mattered what happened to Joel. That is the first time i have EVER felt this way…a flash of my life never came through or omg what is happening it was “are you ok?”. It’s a weird feeling….anyway…
I called the doctors to get my results and well…they are normal!!! Praise God i’m not anemic. So instead i’m going on Birth Control to see what’s going on if that helps witht eh dizziness and the crampy feelings.
i can’t believe i walked away from that accident, i can’t believe Joel is ok, I can’t believe how Good God is and HOW MUCH he protects us.



